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The new year

So many folks on my Read lists are posting good wishes for the coming year, resolutions, 2011 recaps.

I don’t have all that much to say. Still working on things I can’t talk about. Battling a sense of treading water, and of wanting to make major changes in my life while at the same time realizing that they could be big mistakes/really dumb/no takesie-backsie. I think “just give me good health, and I’ll take care of the rest.” I make my little deals.

In many ways, I have nothing to complain about. I have good health, a good job, a roof over my head, and friends. I still have the capacity to change my life, which is a nice option to have in one’s 50s. The coming year may be about just that.

On that tempered note, Happy New Year to you all. May it bring all good things.

The time of year

Eight years ago today, my dad was home, in hospice care. He had been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer six weeks before. The decline was swift. He could still sit up for short periods, and he wasn’t in pain. But his body was breaking down, and there were times when he was someone else. His appetite was non-existent, and as the days went on, he slept more and more.

That December 14th marked my parents’ 47th anniversary. Dad managed to sit up for a bit. He talked. He even took a few puffs of a cigarette. He made it through the day on sheer willpower, I believe, then slipped away. He passed away the afternoon of the 16th. A frigid day. Snow on the ground.

We’re in the midst of an unseasonably warm jolt now–50s, with rain–so this day isn’t like that day. Dad would have been happy that he didn’t have to shovel snow.

Mr Scalzi says it with feeling

The man has an excellent post today. You should read it.

Sunday afternoon, with small engine sounds

God, the days don’t get any better. 70s. Sunny. I spent the day on the deck working, shifting the deck brollie around to keep the sun off the screen. Only things in the sky were ghost images, silvery or white. Gulls. Jets, tiny as ice crystals, flying so high that that their contrails vanished almost immediately. Two white butterflies dancing mad helices around one another until they vanished behind some trees.

The pups have been active, dashing around and barking and playing between short, restorative naps. At some point, they unearthed a tennis ball. King has it now, and is currently lying on his back, ball in his mouth and feet in the air, while Gaby barks at him and tries to grab it away.

Most of the day was quiet, but I can hear a chainsaw down the street. Neighbor is splitting logs with a gas log splitter. Someone mowed their lawn and someone else is building something. Hammers banging.

I don’t want this day to end and it’s already too late. Sun’s down behind the trees and the air has cooled. I should pack up and go inside, but I don’t want to. I never want Mondays to come, but I really wish this next one would get lost along the way.

*spla*

Busy day, which started with a flurry as I almost overslept and missed King’s vet appointment. His next to last Adequan injection–loading dose phase. After Tuesday’s shot, I just need to take him in once a month or so for maintenance injections. I think I see improvement in the way he moves, and he seems more energetic. Nothing dramatic, but his mobility wasn’t seriously compromised to start with. The goal is to maintain his freedom of movement for years to come.

Brought the reprobates home. Grocery shopped. Did laundry. Cooked up a batch of butternut squash soup for freezer meals. So much for the day.

It’s definitely autumn. Sugar maples are turning their trademark vermilion. Honey locusts are showing a scatter of bright gold amid the green. Oaks are faded. A few leaves have fallen. Halloween decorations are cropping up in neighbor yards, along with scarecrows, pumpkins, and pots of chrysanthemums. Furnace kicked on this morning.

For all that these things signal the end of summer, there’s something invigorating about them. Maybe it’s the bracing morning chill. Maybe it’s the memories of the beginning of the school year. Fresh starts. New classes and empty notebooks and the sworn promise that this time assignments wouldn’t be left until the last minute. Mulligan season. The chance to do it over.

A birthday

Today would have been Jim Henson’s 75th birthday.

Google has a neat little commemorative widget.

Update–and a cool video about said Doodle (hat tip to Anne Laurie over at Balloon Juice for the link)

*beepbeep*

Exciting day on the road. I saw two near-miss accidents–a near-collision during an attempted lane change and an intersection near-mishap (I’m driving east and turning left–you’re driving west and going straight. Let’s race). Saw a trooper escorting a man from his car to the back of the cruiser as the man talked on his phone–I’m guessing that was a fun call to make–and another trooper make a U-turn and stop a truck going in the opposite direction. Not sure if the trooper saw something or if a spotter radioed ahead.

Then I had to pull over to let another trooper, lights flashing, zip by.

I stuck to the speed limit.

Sunday in the kitchen

Made a batch of pesto this morning. Didn’t have pine nuts, so I used toasted walnuts instead. Didn’t have quite enough basil leaves, so I added a cup of salad greens. They worked–tasty stuff.

And another seven pounds of tomatoes were whittled down to a quart and a half or so of marinara. I really cooked it down, so the flavor is concentrated. Had some for late lunch with tri-color rotini. It came out well.

There are a couple of tomatoes ripening in a bag under the kitchen sink, and a few more on the vine that may be ready to pick in a couple of days. But temps are expected to dip into the 40s during a couple of nights this week, and that’s the temp that triggers late blight. I’ll see how well things hold up. The Aunt Ginny heirloom has a number of large greenies, but I don’t think they’re far enough along to pick and bag. I hope I don’t lose them.

It’s a gorgeous day. Low 80s. Some cloud, and a light breeze. King’s lying on the deck; Gaby is on the lawn in the shade.

Almost Friday

A strange week at the day job, holiday-shortened and broken up by a two-day brainstorming session. Feels like Wednesday, but it’s already the weekend. Not that I’m complaining, but sometimes the days seem to go by a little too quickly.

I was happy** to learn that Peter Murphy will be playing in Chicago in November. I haven’t seen him since my visit to Seattle in ’02, and I really would like to see him perform songs from Ninth, which is a dandy album. So. Making a note of the date. Something to look forward to.

King goes to the vet for his six-month check-up on Saturday. Hoping that his Lyme is still under control, and that his inevitable aging continues to proceed slowly and without incident. Any good thoughts appreciated. Not that I expect anything bad, but then things almost always happen when you least expect them.

Tomatoes continue to ripen, even as the weather cools. The bats aren’t as active at night. Hoping for a warm spell, just so they hang around a little while longer. I’ll miss the little flitters.

**Happy, yes. Fan girl squee, and a little writer contentment. Depeche Mode’s songs are Lucien’s, and Peter Murphy’s are John Shroud’s. Jani’s soundtrack is more song-specific, but there’s a healthy wodge of Shirley Manson in there.

Favorite license plate of the day

“X-PHYLE”